hope S P R I N G S eternal

Happy Birthday to me and my sister!!

shocks.. im finally 18! no more curfews.. i can finally watch x rated films.. date any guys i want to without having to worry about my strict 'rents.. make telebabad any time.. drink alcoholic beverages.. go on bar hoping.. go out of town with friends..

yeah right.. :P

as if namang pwede na talaga.. :T

i dunno if i should be happy now that im 18.. hmm.. im actually scared.. being 18 means lots of responsibilities.. and i dunno if i could handle all those responsibilities.. ni hindi pa nga nagma-mature isip ko eh!!

im still nervous about our party later.. mejo bad trip kasi di na makakapunta ung mga friends ko from LB.. :( tsaka bukas.. di ko na birthday.. ala nang gi-greet sa akin.. hindi na lahat ng attention nasa akin.. attention-whore pa naman ako.. nyahaha.. joke lang! di naman mashado.. hehehe :D

mejo nainis ako kanina.. pano ba naman, as soon as i got up this morning at 6:05 AM, inutusan kagad ako ng mom ko na linisan ung mga balde, ipasok ung mga hinugasan, at punasan ung mga bintana! worse, di pa niya ko gini-greet nun! feeling ko tuloy, ordinary day lang ngayon.. hmp!

after naming maglinis ng house, pumunta kami church to attend the first mass.. then we headed to The Fort and we had breakfast at Jollibee.. supposed to be sa Pancake House coz favorite namin un when it comes to eating breakfast (their pancakes are super yummy!!) kaya lang, marami ng tao.. so no choice kami.. eh ayaw naman namin ng Chowking (ung mga breakfast meals kasi nila, lasang-lasa mo ung preservatives.. lasang gamot.. eww! yucky talaga!)

i got a gift nga pala from Tita Liza Agpalo (my mom's closest friend and mistah).. she gave us two huge teddy bears!! it was so CUTE!! my sister got a pink one.. mine was white with a blue ribbon tied unto its neck. :)

my dad said my cousins will be coming here from La Union to attend our party.. i didn't really care when he said that.. im not really close to any of them or to any of my dad's relatives for that matter.. so.. im not really looking forward to their coming.. :-/

i better get back to cleaning our room already.. before my mom catches me on the computer for the nth time today.. hehe.. i'll just post pictures of our party probably next week.. ciao-ciao!

KisH TickleS
12:51 AM

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f*ck.. im sooo tired..

i just got home from Market! Market!.. *sigh* i didn't know preparing for a dinner/dance party (mind you, di pa to engrandeng debut) would be such a hassle.. bad trip ung mga inivite mong pa-importante.. ngayon lang magko-confirm.. o kaya naman ngayon lang sasabihin na di sila makapunta.. syet.. mga ungas! p*cha! kainis! kitang bukas na ung party.. putek talaga oo..

i still have one problem: I STILL DON'T HAVE STILLETOS!! what the hell am i gonna wear tomorrow?! slippers?! hmm.. pwede rin.. hahaha!

KisH TickleS
8:17 PM

im bored..

hmm.. post na nga lang ko pictures..

>>nagdate kami ni Karene.. hahaha.. mukha kaming ewan!

MY CRUSHES:

my Baby, Brent Javier.. *sigh* hahaha.. tama daw bang angkinin!

my Sweetie, Chad Michael Murray.. *blush*

my Hunnie, Paul Walker.. damn.. he is soOoOo HOT! *yummy* hahaha

KisH TickleS
2:52 PM

he lied!!!

i cried when my first boyfriend sang me this song.. i thought he was being sincere.. but then he lied!! he didn't even fight for me when his parents wanted me out of his f*cking life.. that loser!!

Everything I Do (I Do It For You)

Look into my eyes - you will see
What you mean to me
Search your heart - search your soul
And when you find me there you'll search no more
Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
You can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for
You know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you
Look into my heart - you will find
There's nothin' there to hide
Take me as I am - take my life
I would give it all I would sacrifice
Don't tell me it's not worth fightin' for
I can't help it there's nothin' I want more
Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you
There's no love - like your love
And no other - could give more love
There's nowhere - unless you're there
All the time - all the way
Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
I can't help it there's nothin' I want more
I would fight for you - I'd lie for you
Walk the wire for you - Ya I'd die for you
Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

KisH TickleS
1:03 PM

magpakasenti daw ba..

right now im listening to The Bangles.. "Eternal Flame" reminds me of my past love.. haha.. yuck. sometimes, reminiscing about my past relatonships makes me mad at myself.. realizing how mean i was to those guys.. tsk tsk.. haha! kaya siguro kinakarma na ko ngayon! they should know that i didn't mean to hurt them.. i just don't wanna be the one left crying at the end.. basta..

geez.. i should stop being sentimental.. i should be happy coz tomorrow is MY day.. i mean.. OUR day.. i forgot, i have a twin.. hehe..

f*ck.. okay now they're playing "Tell Me".. two of my exes dedicated this to me after i broke up with them.. can you believe this? the radio's torturing me before my birthday!

*sniff* *sniff*

KisH TickleS
12:49 PM

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wala lang..

i really thought Abhey is cute in this picture.. that's why i decided to post it here.. hehe.. im so proud of her.. talagang nagdadalaga na siya!! hehe..

one of our most recent pictures.. i think this was taken last summer.. haha.. recent na un ha! anyway, it was so hot that day, my friends and i decided to hang out at the playground.. ang kulit talaga ni Rula!!

clockwise: Abhey, Angie, Joy, Rulz, Me, Pihay

KisH TickleS
7:57 PM

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cake.. check. guest book.. check.

i just got home from Glorietta.. my feet hurts!! Anyway, we've already ordered the cake and we've also bought a guest book. My sister and i had a hard time choosing the cake.. she wanted a cake from Art Cake but it was so0o0o expensive (but way much prettier than the ones from Red Ribbons..). But still, we ended up buying the cake from Red Ribbons coz we ain't have enough money.. *sigh*

KisH TickleS
6:10 PM

sh*t.. i'm gonna die

time's running out.. and i still haven't got a clue if i would be able to enroll next semester.. WAAAAHH!! my life's a crap..

KisH TickleS
8:09 AM

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ooppsyy..

i forgot to tell you my great news!!! We're using MY DSL already!! woohoo!! yahoo, yahoo!! err.. actually, it's just temporary.. hehe.. we've only decided to try the 8-day trial of MY DSL.. we're still using PLDT Vibe.. ang mahal ng DSL ha!

KisH TickleS
6:16 PM

4 more days to go

it's only 4 days before that dreaded day.. haha.. just kiddin.. but honestly, i AM kinda nervous about our halloween costume party.. i feel like everything would be a disaster.. or maybe it's just one of those birthday jitters.. yah know?

well anyway, i just finished watching Shark's Tale.. and i loved it!! Lenee (im not sure if it's spelled that way) is so0o0o cute! Hmmm.. I'm thinking of being a fish one day.. but on the other hand, life at the bottom of the sea ain't that perfect.. sharks DO eat fishes.. and i'm SCARED of sharks.. so maybe i'll pass.. hehe. :P

Ooopss.. i just heard my tummy growling.. hmm.. am i hungry or is nature calling me.. again?? darn it.. i'll be back later.. i can't hold it any longer..

KisH TickleS
5:00 PM

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lapit na bday ko!! woohoooo!

it's been a week since i last logged on to the internet.. it sucks when you don't have an access to the internet any time you want to.. as you've all noticed, my blog still looks like crap.. i dunno when i can fix it.. hopefully this sembreak na..

anyway, we still have 2 weeks to prepare for our birthday celebration.. it's a halloween costume party but still i haven't got any costume! wala pa rin kaming matinong program!! waaahhh!! hassle nman!

good thing we have lots of friends who offered to help.. actually they seem more excited than us!! :)

i gotta go.. still have to take a shower.. i went straight here after playing badminton.. i smell like shit already.. ta-tah!

KisH TickleS
4:54 PM

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still haven't fixed my blog..

this sucks!! i can't fix my blog.. that f*ckin server!! if only somebody would help me..

anyway, today's my mom's badminton tournament.. actually after this, i'd go straight to the gym to watch and to cheer for her. she called me kanina and told me that they already won one game (she's playing doubles with Tita Lisa).. i really hope their team would win..

geeez.. i gotta go.. their game might have started already.. ciao

KisH TickleS
12:26 PM

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4 days later...

im a little disappointed right now.. actually im REALLY REALLY disppointed.. first, there's still no internet at home.. i dunno what's wrong with it.. second, my mom made me watch the store all afternoon!! GAWD!! it was sooooo BORING!!! i almost fell asleep kanina.. thank God the television was invented.. or else i'd die of boredom.

I STILL CAN'T FIX MY BLOG!! it's not that i don't know how, (mind you, i studied CMSC2 and we've created websites before) it's just that it'll take long for me to fix and improve it.. and i don't have much money to pay for the internet fee here (it costs P30 per hour!!).. i guess i'll just have to wait for the internet back home to get fixed.. *sigh* life is full of crap.. but still i'm loving it.. :)

KisH TickleS
6:02 PM

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waaah!

i can't fix my blog!! the last time i edited it, it looked okay.. in fact i liked it.. but now, everything's messed up!! bakit?! o bakit?! it has been three days since i last used the net.. pano ba naman, ung lecheng internet sa bahay eh di nag-wowork.. ewan ko ha.. pero kami lang ang walang net.. i dunno who to blame.. pldt vibe ba o ung linya namin.. to those who visits my blog, sorry ha.

im at an internet shop right now and im not comfortable editing my blog coz this guy sitting next to me keeps looking at my screen!hay naku!

eto muna.. saka na lang pag-ayos na net sa house.

KisH TickleS
7:40 PM

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