I was reading the comments posted on my latest entry when the fone rang.

"Hello. Pwede po kay Macel?"
Crap.. I knew right away who he was.

I took a deep breath. "O bakit ka napatawag?"

"Pucha, andyan ka na pala, hindi mo man lang ipinapaalam sa akin."
Coz I didn't think you'd care..

"Ah eh oo, matagal na.. Dito na nga ako nagChristmas eh."

"Ahh.. Eh kumusta ka naman? Balita ko pumayat ka na ah tsaka tumangkad. Mas humaba na rin daw buhok mo ngayon."
Buti naman at naisipan mo pang mangamusta.. pagkatapos mong hindi magparamdam ng limang buwan..

"Ha? Nagpagupit na ako.. Mas maikli na siya kesa nung huli nating kita."

"O eh bakit ang sungit mo? Galit ka ba? Easy ka lang.. hehehe.."
Easy? Gusto mong easy lang ako?? Pagkatapos ng ginawa mo, you still expect me to be easy??

I couldn't bear it any longer. I just had to tell him.
"Oo. galit ako sa'yo."

"Ha? Bakit? Was it something that I said? What did I do wrong this time? Wala naman ah. (Mismo. Wala.. Wala kang ginawa.) Oh wait, is this about me not being able to visit or call you for the past few months? Macel naman.. I wasn't aware that you were here already. Kay *bleep* ko nga lang nalaman nung tumawag ako sa kanila. And besides, I was busy. You know that."
Busy? Nakatawag ka nga kay *bleep* eh. Tumawag ka dapat sa bahay, edi sana nalaman mo.

"Too busy that you forgot I was leaving?? And you didn't even bother to say ingat ka??"

"I called you that day but they said you already left."
Bullsh*t..

"Before I left, I texted all my friends, including you (especially you) where I was heading, what my plans were and where you guys could contact me. All, except you, asked how I was doin. Do you have any idea how I felt?"

"Nasira fone ko.. pati yung sim ko.."
Oh c'mon.. if there's a will, there's a way ika nga.. siguro wala ka talagang balak..

"Yeah.. Yeah.." I don't know why but I felt like crying.. Crap.. And this guy's not even worth it!

"Para tong engot! Totoo kaya un!" Ah so ako pa ngayon ang engot?

"May masmaganda ka pa bang excuse kesa dyan? Ung kapanipaniwala naman.."

"Ano ka ba naman Macel? You're my bestfriend. (Yeah right. You don't even know what that means.) Sa tingin mo basta ko na lang makakalimutan ung pinagsamahan natin?? Even if I don't get to visit, call or even text you, I still care for you. Lagi kang nasa thoughts ko. (oh yeah.. and so is *bleep*.. and *bleep*.. and *bleep*...) Nagseselos na nga sa'yo girlfriend ko eh. Parati na lang daw kita binabanggit.. Sinasabi niya, 'Si Macel nanaman?' 'Yang bestfriend mo nanaman ba?!'.."
oh puhlease.. spare me this crap!

"Pwede ba, wag mo ko dramahan!"

"Dali na kasi wag ka na magalit.. kaya hindi nagtatagal yung mga relationships mo eh.. dahil ganyan ka. Pag galit, hindi sinasabi pero pag nagsalita na, tuluy-tuloy na. Hindi mo na masuyo. Pareho kayo ng girlfriend ko. Lahat kayong mga babae. Egoistic."
Abay icompare pa daw ako sa girlfriend niya! grrr! And since when did you care about my love life? Eh samantalang dati pinagtatawanan mo lang ako tuwing may boyfriend ako.. Na para bang joke lang ang lahat!

"Hellooo?! Earth to *bleep*! Are you out of your freaking mind? Guys kaya ang egoistic! Teka nga muna.. You're just trying to change the topic eh!"

"Wag ka na kasi magalit.. Dali na.. Punta ako dyan.. Hihingi ako nung masarap niyong mangga."
Oh no Macel.. Don't tell me maniniwala ka sa kanya?!

"Fine. See you later."

A few hours later, the fone rang. It was him again.

"Sorry, can't come. Something came up. I'll call you again later okay?"
*sigh* I actually believed he'd come.. hindi na ako nadala..