The pope has died. As soon as I woke up that Sunday morning, my mom told us about his death. At that instance, tears started falling from my eyes.. weird but I felt like I had lost someone who was really close to me.. like I had lost a grandfather.

Seeing his pictures and video clips on the television brings even more heartaches to me. I mean he was already the pope even before I was born so it's really hard.. I know teens from my generation share the same sorrow and grief that I am feeling right now.. though a part of me is, at the same time, happy that his sufferings are through and I know that he's with God now.

Even though I am not that religious (just spiritual).. I've always believed in him especially his views regarding divorce, the third sex and contraceptives. I just hope that the next pope will be like him..

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Still dont have a schedule for my Filipino.. waaaaaaaaaah! Pasukan na next week! Good luck na lang talaga sa akin! >_<

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Went to Diliman kanina.. I accompanied my sister in getting her grades.. Nung nasa mrt kami, I had to stand up kasi walang gentleman na nag-ooffer ng seat nila.. but it was okay.. I'd rather stand anyway.. Dun ako sa may connector tumayo (i dunno what to call it.. basta un).. suddenly this guy stood beside me (on my right side).. when the train started moving, I saw his body leaning towards mine so I glared at him and faced left. I thought that was it.. but then I felt his body ACTUALLY LEANING ON MY BACK!! It really freaked me out. The guy looked rugged kasi though he's cute (nyahaha). I tried to get my sister's attention who was sitting about two meters away from me pero malas ko lang at natutulog din siya.. I was thinking maybe he wanted to rob me and that he was trying to get his hands inside my bag.. so what I did was, I put my bag in front of me and moved away from him a little.. Maya-maya, I felt him leaning on me again! I practically felt his breath on my neck.. well okay, that one's exagerrated.. wahaha.. Nung nabakante na ung seat malapit sa akin, dali-dali akong umupo.. akala ko safe na ako nang biglang umupo din siya sa tabi ko! I was like "oh my god.." I was planning on confronting him already.. Iniisip ko na ung mga sasabihin ko.. kung magiging taklesa ako na walang breeding, "excuse me, pwede ba? wala akong pera ngayong kaya wag mo ng ituloy yang pinaplano mo!" or be decent and say, "excuse me but i noticed a while ago that u've been trying to get close to me and now, you even sat beside me.. are trying to rob me??" that's when I felt him leaning on my side.. I was about to say something to him but when I looked at him, his eyes were close.. AND HE WAS SLEEPING! nyahaha! that explained why he was leaning! hahaha! so silly of me to assume! buti na lang at hindi pa ako gumagawa ng eksena kundi napahiya lang ako! nyahahaha!